pakcik dan masa depanku

napala susah sangat nak lupakan dia??napa aku sayang dia??napa Allah jumpakn aku dengan dia??buat aku rasa sangat sayang dengan dia kalau dia bukan untuk aku??ni semua soalan yang aku tak rasa aku ada jawapan untuk masa sekarang..tapi yang pasti..aku masih sayangkan dia..walaupun aku berkali kali kata x mau sayangkan dia lagi.. penat..ni perasaan yang kadang kadang dirasakan..sedih..sangat selalu..happy dan bahagia..ni yang dah x selalu ada..tp bleh meninggalkn kesan yang lama dalam hati aku..sakit..bila tau or nampak dia dengan orang lain..walaupun menda 2 cuma dlm mimpi..msih bleh buat aku rasa amat222 sakit..lg pula bila mimpi dia dengan kawan sendiri.. aku tau aku sayang..tp rasanya aku pun tau sayang tu x ke mana..tp napa nk kena stay that way??slama ni bila kawan kawan kata dia gunakan aku..aku deny..tp bla Staqoe yang bagitau..aku trasa confuse..aku cuma cerita sangat basic dengn Staqoe..tp dia bleh kata menda yang sama..Staqoe kata dia gunakan aku in sense of perasaan.. Steqoe kata..aku kena move on..lupakan semuanya..putuskn terus hubungn dengn pakcik..sbb kalo x aku x mampu nk move on..Staqoe kata lagi..kalau satu masa nnt ada lelaki lain muncul..aku x adil dengn laki 2..sbb dalam hati aku masih ada pakcik..Staqoe jugak kata..kalau dia adalah lelaki yang baru 2..dia xleh trima kenyataan menjadi 2nd choice kepada menda yang x pasti..mekasih bro..tp aku rs susah..aku rs x bleh Gangstarz plak cakap..kna usaha..kena belajar..mula2 memang sakit..tp lepas 2 akan biasa..dr biasa akan bahagia..mcm naik basikal..ada 2 roda..masa kecik2 ada 4 roda..bila 2 roda sisi d cabut..kita rasa x sronok..akan slalu jatuh..bila jatuh akan nangis..sakit..lma2 kita akn biasa dan lepas 2 bleh ride dgn sronoknya dengan 2 tayar..2 roda 2 ibarat kaki kita sdr..lg 2 roda adalah kaki org yg kita sayang.. mekasih kawan2..bg aku suma kesedaran nih..aku cuma mampu nak dengar buat masa sekarang..aku x mampu nk aplikasi..aku sayang dia..konsep yang aku pegang skarang ni..aku xmo lepaskn apa yg aku ada untuk benda yang aku x pasti lagi..melainkan aku btol3 dh pasti dgn yg lain 2..tp Steqoe kata..masa 2 nnt aku dah terlambat..betul ke??entahla...huhuuhuh

heart breaker??

slama nih aku rasa menda nih senang je bila dia buat aku sedih aku rs dia mcm x kesah aku yg sedih..kuciwa..lost wpon dia kata dia pon kusut tatau nk pk tatau apa nk d buat.. aku rasa dia tipu sampai laa bla aku yg buat org mcm 2 aku rs susah aku rsa bersalah lg2 dia mula buat menda bodoh.. aku rs tersepit kamu.. aku da paham apa yang kamu rasa.. maka.. aku buat satu kesimpulan.. BREAKING PEOPLE'S HEART IS NOT EASY.. moreover when we care about him / her..

saya putar jenn..

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Senarai A - Z CikBit

A for acik. This is what my siblings and parents call me. They will call me nicely if they want something..damn!!

B for Bit. Hi, I'm Bit..B.I.T. bit ok..not beb..bik..understand??

C for che chik. This is what my nieces and nephews call me. Unique right???I knew it :)

D for damn. I always use this word nowadays when i feel annoyed or to express my disagreement..hehhehe

E for email. I got 2 emails but i have the access to four emails..hahhaha..i like dis

F for friendly. I AM not friendly, OK??

G for Gabai. I like dis place very much, swimming with spek8 and my family here even though they look like dugong.hahhaha

H for Hendra. He is d one i like the most ..hehheeeh

I for Ilyas. He just went back to Kelantan dis morning.

J for jokes. I love people who knows how to jokes with me but not joke me around..

K for Keramat. This is a nice place for dinner or lunch. We can have chicken chop with KL night view for dinner and ikan bakar for lunch..sluurrrppp

L for Lukman. My supervisor, please give me a great flying color grade ok??

M for milk. I love fresh milk produced by Dutch Lady

N for Night Safary. Pakcik, u promised me that we are going to nite safary one fine nite. but, when is it??

O for oat biscuit. This biscuit is very good. Make me full, low calory but..u're a bit mahal laaa...huhuhu

P for Perak. I don't know why i get excited when knowing some people from Perak. I don't think i have anything special about them . why laa???

Q for Que Haidar. I like him in Gol n Gincu..sengal..hahhahha

R for Rain. I love running in rain with my friends during my secondry school. But then we get scold by ustazah..hahhaha.. I also love wosyau Rain..ahaxx

S for spagethi. My cousins and AinZ said i made a delicious spagethi..hheheheh

T for TaliKasut. He is my friend.

U for umbrella. I put my umbrella next to driver seat in my car. People who borrow my car said it is uncovinient for them. But, do i look like i care???hahhahah

V for vanila muffin. Muffin from Kenny Rogers..waa...nyum222

W for weight. I'm 46 kg now..which makes me in the middle of thin and OK. for BMI.. huhuhu..6kg to go

X for x-ray. Only by having this technology i confirmed that i got a broken left shoulder

Y for yogurt. I only eat the blueberry taste as it tasteful..

Z for zZZZZzzZz. This is what i like the most when i'm tired..hahhaha

p/s: tatau la nk tag sapa..suma org je laa..bru la adil :)